Getting restless seems to be a major trend with me, i'm always content but there are so many things I want to do and experience. I have someone I want to experience 'everything' with and to see the world with. With an endless amount of money this would be possible, but most of the things I seem to aspire to do aren't costing the end of the earth. I always have to be doing something, seeing something, or being somewhere interesting.. this is a list of things I want to do in both the near and far future.
- Travel the world!!! I've been to france/belgium with school; this year I went to Cuba with my boyfriend, it was our first holiday together, and my first holiday abroad: turquoise sea and white sand AMAZING!! On my list is the Maldives, Venice, Paris (properly this time), Milan, New York, LA, Morocco, Madrid...
- Create a collection now i've finished uni. I've dabled in bits of creating here and there, but I haven't progressed to pursuing designing and creating my own post graduation, far to much procrastination.
- Feel happy in my own skin and not look to all my flaws and wonder why others look so perfect. Swimming from a young age has given me a substantially larger bottom half than my top, standing at 5ft 4" tall, with a 32DD/E Chest, a 25" waist and 39" hips i'm extremely pear shaped and out of proportion, with overly large swimmers legs and massive saddlebags. I continually feel hideous when I step on the scales and see it tip to 9st 7. I need to not be like this, for my own sanity and happiness.
- Have a walk in wardrobe one day. I'm sure this will be the only way i'd ever be able to keep my wardrobe tidy and organized (if my boyfriend saw this he'd laugh- it will be impossible!)
- Own a vast collection of beautiful antique jewlerry.
- BE MORE SPONTANEOUS, not that i'm not already, just maybe a little more could create some great memories.
- Get a job i'm happy to wake up for every day, something that feels like i've found my dream of what i'd love to be paid to do.
Keep a smart phone that works for more than 3 weeks: DONE: Finally traded in my phone which didn't seem to work properly with my network for a blackerry, and *touch wood* have a blackberry that's doing my buiseness so far.- Own a little house that my boyfriend and I can decorate beautifully, sit back, relax and enjoy knowing its ours.
- Have a dog, once we live in a house this is inevitably going to happen!
- Have a beautiful simple wedding, and a little boy and a girl (if i could choose, plus anymore)
So far this is the list of the future i've come up with, the most important thing to me is that i'm happy with my daily life, if it stays the way it is it can only get better!
